i knw im going to fail my cfa. feeling jus sucks cos you knw you wan it to work but you just cant becos of the lack of time. ahhhhhhh and im missing my bf to bits cos he's in camp ): damn cant he jus break camp NOW.

this weekend was really a not so productive one considering that my exam's in a week's time. im kinda prepared to retake the exams but im still keeping my fingers crossed cos i hate the thought of having to refrain from shopping becos i have to save on sth that i have spent on before rarrr.

mommy and i went shopping today after my tuition we spent the longest time at daniel yan trying to find a cocktail dress nearly bought this black one but i jus hated the tot of having to spend $160 and only being able to wear once so i decided to jus go semi formal anyway it's jus my colleagues not really networking so i bet they wun mind. bought this gorgeous black lace tube dress from miss selfridge even thou it cost like $125 but at least i would have more occasions to wear it. met alex after that we had supper at han's ytd at springview it was 24hrs! and i love that they had all sorts of food from chi to western to italian it's like a international buffet! haha i was pretty full from dinner but managed to munch down some omelette which tasted really good.

anyway we had dinner at dan ryan's grill&bar at tanglin place which looks really cool jus like the typical bar in california saw old caucasian sitting by the bar alone staring at thin air and we had quesadillas which turn out to be not so good but the sauteed mushrooms and omelette was yummilicious (: saw oomphatics at tanglin mall was so tempted to go there someday but i guess we have been spending alot on exp food lately we've got to refrain and keep it for xmas. it's my turn to plan for xmas so yeah! im gonna choose a real good place for dinner (: starbucks after that as usual before we toured the entire tanglin mall bought boardgames HAHA and breakfast for tml. back home we played backgammon i was thrashed but im so confident that i'll win him soon (:

im so proud that i managed to jog twice in 3days and each time a 4.8km (: i hope i can lose enough to look slightly skinnier in my tube dress HAHA. which i think is impossible bcos even though im jogging IM EATING ALOT as well. oh wells jus dont gain weight then.

and can you believe it the weekend is over zzzzzzzzzzzz.

"Change; we don't like it, we fear it, but we can't stop if from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But here's the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes, change is everything."

-- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy

yayyy (: i jus got confirmed by my co my boss decided to shorten my probation period frm 6mths to 3mths so from dec onwards i'll be on a 2yr contract w annual leave medical benefits and all and most imptly, 2.5k paycheck!!! (:

decided to go celebrate w bf so i treated him to this gorgeous indian restaurant called masala art e food there is loveeeee. Briyani tandoori mushroom grilled vegetable platter totally made my day. The curry was amazingly good as well. Was soooooo full after tt cant even finish.

Yayyy happy happy day!!!

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)